I see you everywhere I look this ghost daughter of mine in the backseat of the car mimicking the songs on the radio in the grocery store holding my hand tightly against your tiny one in the morning sunlight picking out your dress for the day
I hear you everywhere you introducing yourself to guests at the front door saying your whole name proudly first, middle, and last your voice screaming, "Mama!" when you don't get what you want
I feel you everywhere dancing in your tap shoes to L.O.V.E. by Nat King Cole putting your arms out at the end smiling ear to ear jumping on me when I get home holding onto my stomach with your arms pulling on me telling you what you've done today your warm forehead when you're sick and the feel of your brown hair in my hand as I pull back your bangs I've never met you but I miss you always