Let me tell you about myself...
I'm not scared to die.
I'm afraid of touching an angel
her purity makes me terrified.
So many times I've told a lie..
just to roll through and get by
hardest part about myself
is that I'm myself and don't understand why.
Seen mama had to cry,
my sisters didn't understand..
my brother needed guidance,
I couldn't demonstrate the good inside a man.
Haunted by a name...which is dull and hella bland
can you show me where peace is?
Can you show me the plan?
lord why don't you hear me?
grab control and steer me...
stop bringing me these women,
who are broken and need healing
who need a good soul
need that good feeling
who's beautiful evil eyes
are captivating and appealing.
can't hold on anymore
grip is coming loose
but if I fall, I win
just because you fall doesn't mean you lose.
hmm
I'm battling these emotions,
sent my heart out into the ocean
thought love would come easy
never knew it was so much devotion
all this commotion!
"please, can you calm down."
why are telling me I'm wrong?
when you came screaming in the house

I'm lost,
I'm spun out
I'm dizzy
I'm all out
I just wanted to know you
your inability to see is tough
you'd rather be kicked when you're down
you don't want a good man to pick you up
so I'll let you go now...
go ahead and be free...


what am I doing wrong...
why don't they ever stay...
what's wrong with the person inside of me...
nothing.
Cause it's not always me.

FML.