Some scars never heal no matter how much time had passed. Just the sound of your voice makes my heart ache right to the core. What hurts the most is when I hear a friend say your name. It makes me feel like I have a front row ticket to a play as these actors play every part of my life. And when I see that gorgeous face of yours with your hazel Brown eyes.. I can't help but shed a tear and remember my worst mistakes. That was 4 years ago and I still remember every moment like it was just yesterday. In truth I miss you but I know it will never meant to be. From my mistakes to breaking a promise I made long ago I can never go back but keep moving forward with a broken heart knowing I had a diamond but didn't know how to say no to others. I was 16 at the time and now I'm going for 20. All I could really say is you will always be my first love and I will always pray for a chance to ask for forgiveness.