This sunlight can be like a lamp through trees when it feels like the sun has followed me across a field finding me with the trees and the horses and small animals smelling the grass
And I can wear your friends coat and it will keep me smiling through the cold eat cereal dry from the box sitting on a fallen tree fill the ghastly centre of me to find it's more like a strange warmth
These clouds can be like some distant lands And i can be afraid of the mud and the sand and the twigs because i love them and i can be afraid of your hand because it can lead me to the rest of you
I can be alone on the pavement on the concrete road and call it a mood and i know what that means with the houses bending around me corners on roads waiting
Only one place will be like this where the moon falls into the sea I'll feel my heart beating on the stones see the words sitting in between us and people who never found me
This music can be like the rain sometimes and it can be like the shelter And I will find us a fallen stairway You will find us a hole in the ground We can find a space to be in
Along a path I can touch everything and let it go and i will feel how it feels like leaves and words I'll fall into spirals like leaving my body fall on the ground in the sky roll in the dirt cry and cry and cry or smile
I will climb the ladder of this silo with the mud from your boots on my hands and we can see the fields together when your smell is still quite new to me the air will smell like rivers this day and the world will look like pale light and you can bring me biscuits on the swing while i wait for you to see your family and it won't be normal
once I thought i could taste the world sometimes it will happen again probably
hmmmrjfksrkn maybe slight hint of fear of myself in some of this