You say you miss me but you've kept your distance. You don't have to tell me it's because you're with him. And if I said I didn't miss you, well, I'd be lying. My heart has been heavy and these times are trying. All I want is to talk to you, if nothing else. I've done just fine these past few years by myself. And I promise I, no, I didn't mean to make you cry, but, my God, I wish that I could be the one to dry your eyes. I wish that I could grab your hand and not think twice. I wish that these thoughts of you weren't my only vice. I wish I could snuggle up behind you and kiss your neck. But it's then that I'm reminded