This is goodbye.
I am going to try and forget you, to live my life without you.
To not use you in my words, my writings, my songs.
I am truly sorry about this "apostrophe."
Certainly you had your place in my world.
Many times you were there, for me, for many others too.
You occur when a speaker breaks off from addressing the audience.
And directs speech to an absent third party.
Often it is a personified abstract quality or inanimate object which some absent or nonexistent person or thing is addressed as if present and capable of understanding.
However, you keep me from writing positive words like "Can, Will, Have and Is", among others.
I have come to realize, your best friend... "Not" is an important part of you.
Still one should never discard even a part of a best friend, something you do, when you become part of speaking and writing.
This may not be goodbye completely.
Simple because you were taught to me to be a part of my words.
I cannot blame teachers or writers.
I can only blame myself.
Nevertheless, I have the will to choose.
Therefore, I will make every effort to remove you when I read.
When I speak and when I think. I have that ability.