she smelled like clementines the year the winter became floral and when the springtime cropped up skeletons of flowers she couldn't use her imagination and they told her it was fine they told her that was that and this was this and it was time for the winter to stop blooming who had ever heard of a floral winter, anyway? so she packed away those ideas of flight and the winters became poison ivy winding, wrapping themselves spineless but wicked around and around until they rested there right there in her chest choking her heart.