i promised i would stop but, you are the vice i cannot give up, the addiction i will always hold on to. the comforting crippling reminder of the fate that could have been but will not be.
it feels like years since i've heard your voice, since i felt your skin against my skin. years since i had something worth letting my guard down for.
the flowers were still in bloom and the warmth was plentiful. we were alive but, it is winter again even in the dead of August, even in the smoldering heat. it is winter again and i am cold without you.