to ask for help. is one of the most difficult things ever. you never know what you're becoming until you've become that. and then you see, and you're like, ouch, how do i go back?

some people feel they'd rather die than open up. but some others say, vulnerability is beautiful. accept it. it's okay, because everybody else isn't doing so, you should.

a cousin said i was an open book. i didn't know if it was bad or good but i thought i didn't want to be an open book. that happened years ago.

sometimes you keep secrets for so long it gets bad. maybe like, secrets could be some fruits, and they remain nice and all but then they rot. either you should throw them away or remove them from your system. don't let them become an illness. and it's always hard to share what matters but you should, because we're all dying either way and each one of us is so small.

everybody should be an open book. because why not.