If you're keeping watch, then I'll trade you shifts now. I've been awake for hours. Almost light out. Sleep is the distant, departed pal who never comes around. 'Cuz I've got a skull that's filled up with dead ends, false starts and last tries and lost friends. I'll be awake so I guess it's useless standing guard for me.
Who's standing guard for me?
Ran out of cards to play. Folded at the table this apartment stays small. The ceiling's falling in again; all that I can say is that it's alright though these nights will close tight 'round my neck, it's what I'm expecting these days.
When you change your mind, you know where to find me: locked up inside or on dim streets, out after drinks and sifting through memories I just can't let go. The sounds of the night are drowned out by your voice-- --circles my head like halos of streetlights outside the liquor store on the corner where they know my name.
Just don't forget my name.
Game's up, my hand is laid. Folded at the table this neighborhood stays small. Sidewalks' destinations are the same. All I can say is that: it's alright though these nights will close tight 'round my neck, it's all I know anyway.