when I'm with you time slips by all the worries that swim viciously sink to the depths of my mind.
& when I'm without, there leaves an awful drought exposing the terrors on the dry land valleys of dead thought trout.
I think without reason, and reason without thought cannot diminish or swallow the bitter aching knot.
there's too many clouds in my already crowded mind all the hours passing aimlessly & still I'm pressed for time
without you here afraid I'm going to suffocate beneath all my senseless fears.
afraid to lose all & everyone I hold dear
for I miss the touch that dams my sticky tears
I miss the soul that helps mine be clear.
No beautiful landscape or time of vacation can help my aching heart. You're a million miles away and I can still hear your heartbeat replaying in my brain like a broken tape.