I try to be that girl who is strong. Who doesn't give a **** about what people think or say about her. The girl who doesn't cry. Who isn't afraid of being alive. I may be strong but I do give a **** about what other people say or think, I cry just not in front of anyone but my closest friend the devil, Im scared of being alive,I kinda wanna die, im afraid of living my life. IM INSANE. CRAZY. ******. A LUNATIC. I would love to just die...go away and never come back step over the line and disappear like i'm meant to. Why not now? MAYBE ITS TIME. IT is. Goodbye.