Dead. Gone. Trapped. Slowly dying No pain. I can't breathe I'm suffocating No,I can't control it My emotions, Thoughts, Attempts. I want to die and, That's it. That's why I attempted suicide So I would die But, no you have to come along ruin my whole ******* plain you stupid **** You talk to me in my head saying "Oh sweety no you're worth it you have your life ahead of you,you beautiful child just go to sleep you'll feel better soon" No!!! I will never feel better or great ever That's impossible I'm depressed I want to die But you keep interfering with my plain to die, suffocate Just let me go drown It will be our little secret Okay? Please. I'm begging you If you interrupt me again I'll have to **** you my dear I love you but,dying is my first priority. I know this will hurt you but I will accomplish this time... Don't grieve over me you'll just waist your time. Don't cry,you'll be better without me it's not like you really gave a **** in the first place,you just ignored me before do it now Don't go trying to **** yourself it won't work darling You're already dead I killed you many times before Don't go running and telling everyone that your heart got broken because it didn't you don't have a heart and you never did Don't say that you loved me because if you did you would of never killed me in the first place You would of let me live but You had to destroy me like all the others Well it's time for me to go Goodbye.