"How can you say that he loved you?"
He gave me something
To remember for a lifetime

"That's not enough.
They'll fade soon."
But how could they fade?

All the medications they gave
Procedures they made
These scars won't ever grow away

They won't grow tired
Of showing me how he loved me
And how strong his love was

"You should let them go."
How could I do such thing when
Skinning myself is the only way?

I can't stop loving my scars
And it doesn't mean loving him
It's their purpose that they give me everytime

In my hour of solitude
And when I thought that I'm nothing
They remind me that someone once loved me

"You're delusional!"*
How could I be when they're the ones that help me to get through?
It is something I had from him
That I never had from all of you