I have to write the things I can't tell you It's been driving me insane You treat me like I'm your sister And you probably think I'm a pain But thirteen years is too long to scribble your last name in note books Play pretend with dolls Daydream about a wedding that will never be reality It's so unfortunate don't you think I choose the wrong guys You choose the wrong girls They say I don't want to ruin what I have I say I don't want to lose what could be But how do I confess my love To my life-long "buddy"