Jun 2015
It's quite funny
How you can go through life
Not knowing what your purpose is
Day by day you wonder
...
What is my future
Is there a future
??
Life is confusing like that
One moment you're feeling on top of the world
The next you're down in hell
Satan calling you closer
Negative thoughts
Cants instead of cans
Doubting yourself
"I won't ever be good enough"
And because of the stupid insecurities you lock away
You never truly will,
Or can,
Be happy.
How you can go through life
Not knowing what your purpose is
Day by day you wonder
...
What is my future
Is there a future
??
Life is confusing like that
One moment you're feeling on top of the world
The next you're down in hell
Satan calling you closer
Negative thoughts
Cants instead of cans
Doubting yourself
"I won't ever be good enough"
And because of the stupid insecurities you lock away
You never truly will,
Or can,
Be happy.
I wrote this poem after having a really 'good' time period in my life. I thought everything was going great and then in a matter of seconds reality hit me and just like that I became upset. Now I'm waiting for the happier days to return and hanging on by my future hopes... Even though I'm very confused about what's to come in the future.
