she told me to be myself but myself is screaming in my car at the top of my lungs going 80 on dirt roads in the dark where I think I've lost it all but I can't stop running through because it reminds me of you and how we used to talk how it was easy to be happy and easy to forget all the things you said were wrong and I'm crying out in pain nostalgia's chokehold she told me to be myself I think I'm going to be myself for a very long time