Trapped in a world that doesn't care
sometimes I surprised someone actually gave a **** to get me here.
but that's neither here nor there.
Ever since I got here, people wishing I would disappear.
like I asked for the directions that got me here.

To be honest,
I never asked to be here,
sometimes I don't want to be.
and the people that did me the favor,
do me a favor --
and don't do me no favors.
the worse part of you;
are my worse behaviors.

Stuck in this **** hole,
that's why I act like an *******.
the blood in these veins churning cold.

Trying hard not to fold
The odds against me;
even these jokers -- getting old.
just playing it the best  I can --
even that is starting to get old.

i'm not happy or sad
my emotions change so much
even I -- don't even know.
I get hurt and it don't even show.
this dark corner of my mind
looks like a place we all know.