Jun 2015
I may of had shown you,
my body,
on my camera,
on my Skype,
But Know that I had trusted you,
with my body,
when you said you weren't recording,
when you really were,
Know you,
can never be forgive for the blackmail you pulled on me,
the hurtful words you mindlessly sent like typing away at,
the someone who's nothing is a funny little innocent game,
and you,
hurt me the most when you could type away all day long,
like the fact that I was a human being with a soul meant nothing,
like how your words of trust should of been left for nothing,
But you,
play it off as if it was a joke because I did something wrong,
When I asked you as I cried because I though my life was over,
When ever I hurt you what ever I said I'm sorry
I said I'm ******* sorry to you,
When you should of said it to me,
you should of stopped ******* with me,
you just wouldn't stop,
I told you,
That I barley am going anywhere,
and you don't get to take the little hope I have left,
and throw it the **** away like everyone else,
I told you,
that Yes I made a mistake in trusting you,
but I have been ******* over by too many people,
but I never once thought it be you,
I told you,
That I never asked to get *****,
I have no value in the body my soul walks in each and every day,
I told you everything you already knew about me,
and you,
still didn't ******* stop trying to hurt me,
you told me to **** myself,
you said I'm nothing more then a fat **** for guys who can't get anyone,
you,
******* you made me cry even harder,
telling me your going to post it on my Facebook,
telling me your going to send it to my school,
You,
Made me black out,
because I couldn't calm down,
Because I couldn't deal with you and everyone in this **** town,
You.
were not going to be the reason I cant leave this hell hole,
but you were the reason I broke a almost four month clean stride,
but I don't remember **** from that night,
I wrote *******,
Justin* *on my skin as if that ink could get all the pain you caused out,
and it clearly couldn't
and I told you,
you win,
because I didn't wanna play with the devil,
when you had no sympathy for others,
when you held my entire life in your **hand,
my body,
on my camera,
on my Skype,
But Know that I had trusted you,
with my body,
when you said you weren't recording,
when you really were,
Know you,
can never be forgive for the blackmail you pulled on me,
the hurtful words you mindlessly sent like typing away at,
the someone who's nothing is a funny little innocent game,
and you,
hurt me the most when you could type away all day long,
like the fact that I was a human being with a soul meant nothing,
like how your words of trust should of been left for nothing,
But you,
play it off as if it was a joke because I did something wrong,
When I asked you as I cried because I though my life was over,
When ever I hurt you what ever I said I'm sorry
I said I'm ******* sorry to you,
When you should of said it to me,
you should of stopped ******* with me,
you just wouldn't stop,
I told you,
That I barley am going anywhere,
and you don't get to take the little hope I have left,
and throw it the **** away like everyone else,
I told you,
that Yes I made a mistake in trusting you,
but I have been ******* over by too many people,
but I never once thought it be you,
I told you,
That I never asked to get *****,
I have no value in the body my soul walks in each and every day,
I told you everything you already knew about me,
and you,
still didn't ******* stop trying to hurt me,
you told me to **** myself,
you said I'm nothing more then a fat **** for guys who can't get anyone,
you,
******* you made me cry even harder,
telling me your going to post it on my Facebook,
telling me your going to send it to my school,
You,
Made me black out,
because I couldn't calm down,
Because I couldn't deal with you and everyone in this **** town,
You.
were not going to be the reason I cant leave this hell hole,
but you were the reason I broke a almost four month clean stride,
but I don't remember **** from that night,
I wrote *******,
Justin* *on my skin as if that ink could get all the pain you caused out,
and it clearly couldn't
and I told you,
you win,
because I didn't wanna play with the devil,
when you had no sympathy for others,
when you held my entire life in your **hand,
I went into his computer and deleted it, never share your team view info with the girl u record, but I was close to having everything ruined, and I only figured this out bc he tried to blame another kid for recording it, and that kid didn't and didn't want the cops called on him, not like if I did they'd help me.
