I’m the degenerate you love to hate, the unclean sinner who won’t tow the line. You ridicule my independence at dinner parties, among similarly dressed cronies, the institutionalized prisoners of prestige.
Hate us all, the degenerates. Scorn the indie musician on the sidewalk. He colors the dull march of the khakis. Despise the painter in welfare housing. She strokes thick lines of anguish upon uncomfortable canvases. Taunt the quiet poet at the end of the bar. He writes raw truth on napkins gone ignored.
Loathe the degenerates you secretly ***** when fashionable friends aren’t looking. Eyes fixed upon your contemptuous smirk, I am unable to cast judgment upon you. Another degenerate spreads her tattooed thighs without any hope of acceptance. She only wishes to feel for a moment the intoxicating sensation of temporary love.
The degenerate’s ****** is the richest syrup that briefly covers your vanilla routines. Debauchery provides you a moment to feel freedom within slums, the pleasures of darkness, the uninhibited passions of a life without approval.
To be included in my next collection, **** River Sins.