So painfully aware of being apart from that which gives me my breath helps to maintain the rhythmic beating of my swollen heart--
So horribly bereft at having said goodbye to one who has always kept me here who has cradled me, held me tight through every moment of my every sigh--
So hauntingly sure I will not survive that life will have no meaning with you not here to hold, to guard, to keep me alive--
And so forlornly looking as you saunter away your laugh, your jokes, your smiles and gentle heart all that gave me reason to wake up and live another god-forsaken day--