"I'm content" "Something's gonna happen, i don't know what it is, i feel it" -------------------------------
three weeks later i'm sitting, wallowing in self pity, mourning over a love that has gone sour making cuts after cuts in my skin, hoping you'll somehow feel it and hear my cry for help.
i carved the word "perfect" into my skin on November 17-18, 2012 hoping that despite everything that happened that day i'd still feel perfect or hoping that seeing it every day, i'd start believing i'm Pretty even when drowning in tears with swollen Eyes that are filled with stars, stars that i often fail to see and that Regardless of these scars that are etched into my skin, i am Full of life and Energy that is immortelle and Contagious even though i always feel as if i can't go on and Things are too much.
i guess what i'm trying to say is, i should've carved my name into your heart, Hoping you'll Always remember that Someone like myself is hard to find so therefore I'm yours always and you are mine and i'll Never leave nor would i hurt you intentionally, and Although it feels like we're drifting, i still want you here.
but the ice which we stood on which was our love has broken, and is melting and you're on one piece and i'm on another and if we reach for each other, we'll drown in the ocean of our love. and iΒ Β don't know what i'm saying anymore, because my eyes are getting cloudy and so is my mind and all i can think of is you and if you'd cross that ocean for me. (h.s)
the first letters in bold spells perfect of course and the second set spells my name