Talking to the mirror I done learned some things About self preservation Who I see myself as and if I'll make it I stand here naked With no protection Just my reflection coaching me All I see is these scars Vanity lights reminiscent of cars approaching me I traffick myself in words You read every inch from the drivers side A little sniff My standard's stiff and I'm firm handed when I write Guess it comes out ******* white Paper Lines later I'm in the shower sitting on the floor The water hits and I'm gripping on the door but I'm slipping trying to soar I can't escape, can't fly away But I've given so much of myself there's not enough to sell I can't reup on myself So I'll stand here staring at my face And figure how to keep what's left of my heart in it's place.