It won't ever end Will it? Pain is me Not anything else Just pain It doesn't end Pain of failure Of not being good enough Pain of loosing Loosing everything It comes out in red That is the pain I like It is a bright spot in the black Pain of love Of never seeing her again Nothing ends A downward spiral Drowning Chocking Remembering Remembering when she was mine Everything is pain Words that cut deeper into my skin than I ever could Pain of listening to skinny puppy Pain of living Will death be pain as well?