1 i was in third grade when i was walking with my cousins who were thirteen and newly matured when men screamed at them i was told not to worry that when i was old they would do it to me, too that it would happen to me someday soon i would get the privilege of a man honking at the sight of my legs
i was in 4th grade when my choir director would wipe my tears and tell me i wasn't fat when everyone else told me i was i had the prettiest voice and i could go digging for chocolates in his pockets for being the best girl
i was in 6th grade when a boy in art class would slide his hand up my thigh while the teacher wasn't there he hated me he said i was fat
it was 6th grade when i was followed home by the man in the yellow house but everyone still says i was just scared he still looks at me funny
i was in seventh grade when i blushed at my first cat call and held it with pride i was old enough for this now some boys didn't think i was fat i was a prize i told everyone
it was seventh grade when i was at my locker there was a breath on my neck close your legs it smells like fish
i was seventeen when i thought i had My Own Moment how bad do you want it he said i think you're bleeding he said
i was in the eleventh grade when i tried to make it stop shhh just enjoy it i still wear those underwear
i want to know why i hate my body and crumble in fear when i see it why did i hold my belly and ask my mom if i was fat at age three
2 i was eighteen when i started ******* to correct the mistakes taking off my clothes for the men who ask to see my ***** on a pixelated cellphone screen i'm not allowed to linger on anyone's skin
my purpose on this earth is not to make you *** there are fires inside me that you could never put out
do not **** me while on a conquest for something better i am not available at the gas station on your pit stop to a better place
i want to be ****** in my favorite dress by someone who takes the time to learn my last name