Sparklers, fireworks and simple flame has drawn my attention since I was young. I almost set my moms apartment ablaze at 5 years old. She said, "You play with fire, and you'll get burned. Or worse, you'll burn everything down." She never told me that one day a boy would set a fire in my soul and never return to put it out. She never told me I'd have to water it down to unusable kindling. She never said that wet wood would warp. She never told me that cutting off the oxygen would suffocate me, too. I guess she shouldn't have to though, because if you play with fire, you could burn it all down. I just never thought that "all" would mean me.
you're back again to tend to it, but it's too dull and damp to rebuild