I see it It's on their faces All of 'em This shadow Like some sort of indifference Built out of hurt and pain and loneliness Like they're so tired of fighting that they just gave up "This is reality" they say Yea, I see it Don't think you can fool me And there's a lot I could say You know, to them, to myself, or to God A lot of words that attempt to heal A lot of prayers that attempt to reveal A lot of...wrestling...that attempts to understand the brokenness of our condition and how God fits into all of it But lately I've only been able to think of one thing One single question that wells up inside whenever I begin to feel overwhelmed by the comprehension of the depth to which you have sunk your teeth
How dare you?
I see her She's laying it all before me Her heart Her emotions All her past All her brokenness Her father who used to chase her all over the house Call her all sorts of horrible names Totally RUINING her sense of self worth! And now, she doesn't know what to believe or what to say or how to say it or what to pray or what to do or what to choose or how to love or when to love or if to love at all and all I can say is
How dare you? Are you not aware?
And I see him He's caught up in himself So misguided by the failures of those involved in his life that he built a wall TEN MILES THICK around his heart, locked it, swallowed the key and never looked back cuz he's so **** sure there's nothin' left to see and all I can say is
How dare you? Do you not know?
Oh and I see him Sitting right across from me all full of lies and blasphemy The things he says only ever amounting to full blown hypocrisy I see him So full of anger, hatred and hurt that I don't even know where to begin The web is so thick it's BLACK And you say it's hopeless, and I feel helpless, and all I can say is
How dare you? Can you not see?
Oh, and I FEEL it! That voice! Insipid and subtle So confident and slithering and leaving no room for rebuttal Give UP it says You're not capable and they're not worth it! Your faith is invalid cuz it contradicts all the others Your heart is too filthy and your soul is too shredded! You're gonna fail! Because you always fail you failing, miserable failure! And all I can say is
How dare you? Do you not know? Can you not see? Are you not aware?
Get to tremblin', beast. For we are the children of the living God.
A poem about the mess of humanity. I'm working on a spoken word album and this one is on it. Preview the piece at the link below. https://soundcloud.com/isaac-golle/how-dare-you