Kind souls reach out and try to touch my heart But I always push them away I'm too focused on me, myself, and my art And my constant days of disarray
I live as a loner, a drifter through souls I never do stay very long I despise feeling like I have little control And I can't stand hearing I'm wrong
So I live in my head and I'm friends with myself It's a pathetic and ugly way to be But it's rare that I can get along with someone else So I only hang out with me
My heart was once soft, fleshy, and pink But now it's a cold, rigid stone I lose all my friends while I write and I drink I'm so slowly dying alone
I apologize to anyone on this site who has tried to reach out to me, only to be greeted by silence or by me being very short and cold. I'm not good with people.