You know that excruciatingly horrible frustration when you visualize quite exactly how to go about phrasing a very complex and nuanced thing in such an eloquent way that it may just spur a tidal wave of understanding in a direction that happens to favor your mental well-being, but then there's that one **** thing that snags you and distracts you from the potential of the rest and it takes so very much tact, time maybe even talent to navigate, moreover to attempt to make sense of and try to map out for yourself, let alone, others?