It's amazing how long a girl can stay up just thinking about her past,
it's just so breathtaking how you changed so quickly.
She always complained to herself, thinking that she lost you,
she acted so cold every night in pure misery towards you.
You thought you were bringing her pain and somehow you were right,
yet little did you care when she said "It's all just in my mind".
She didn't say that out of desperation to defend, she was honest to heart,
she over-thought nearly everything all way too much.

That night she cheated on you, what a dumb mistake that was,
she had her phone taken away to dump you in the morn'.
The morning was supposed to bring a whole new light,
yet instead of a celebration you cried throughout the night.
She desperately cried going on and off between,
eventually you had enough and ended everything completely.
The boy she cheated on you with, hurts her more than before,
he never bothers to speak, acts like she's nothing at all.

She thought she was losing when originally she had it all,
if she could turn the clocks back she really would.
Yet he has changed, and as human beings we can't change that,
he doesn't approve of her bunny ear life, he walked away from that.
Imagination alongside wonder, the art world surrounded her throat,
she loved animals and drawing them, yet he did not like before.

Eight hundred and fifty, you heard that number correct,
that is the number of people she gathered since the departure.
Question all you like, but ever since the end, a new part of her opened,
something new and wonderful was born.
She shortened her name like you called her, doubling it twice,
now people look up to her and beg to hear her advice.
She love her channel of videos, she supplies almost everyday,
other people don't approve of it but she couldn't care what they say.

She is me,
and she loves how she's living,
the only issue,
and I wish you could see,
I still really miss,
seeing you next to me.