I think my heart is crying but I'm refusing to hear the screams. I think my skin is turning blue without you, because you were my life support and when you took off, I no longer had air to fill these broken lungs with. You said I wasn't all that great but I swear when you first met me you couldn't look away. I blame time because it changes people and now I can't help but notice the chipped paint on my bedroom walls. See, with you I looked at the world with hope-filled eyes and everything was magic. Now I can't help but find dead people my late night entertainment. I write your name on damaged buildings hoping that maybe one day you'll see that I put you before me and the sun was our audience. You never liked how I compared your eyes with the sea, now I keep choking on water but I'm on land with a photograph of you smiling. -Ka.Me// (herbrokenpoetri on IG)