Last night I was convinced we had to be over. I knew in that moment that everything was getting too hard. And it would be easier for both of us if we just said goodbye.


but i had this dream last night… i flew across the country to see you and you were in the hospital and i got there but i was too late

you were already gone

and they gave me your phone and you had a message from me and i opened it, but you had deleted me from your contacts and you erased all of our words to eachother

so it looked like some stranger had messaged you saying,
“It would be easier for both of us if I let you go. So I’m letting go.”

but you were already gone

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*“I woke up this morning and I felt the tears still on my cheek from the nightmare I just endured and I had to call you right away because you need to know that nothing will keep from loving you. Not even my own mind. Never let me go. Please never let me go.”