She said she wouldn't date him because she knew how I still felt and she thought "What kind of a friend would that make me? I wouldn't want to do that to you." Yet here I sat, thinking What kind of a friend does that make me? Holding her back from being with a guy who she cares about a lot just because I want him when he wants her and not me. Envy is one of the seven deadly sins and baby, I'm gonna die green.