Crying in the rain only lasts so long And redrawing faded sharpie butterflies can't go on forever Dreading over the pink and white lines that make you look like like a kindergarten art project only causes secrecy While puking up your last meal only causes travesty. We all hit the bottom whether it be through drugs or cuts Burning or vandalism Alcohol or caffeine Puking or refusing to eat. We all have a point that we wish we never turned to And the meds prescribed to help you Only make it worse And seem like a fantasy. We all hit the bottom but to sip from a different cup We have learned to fake smiles And pretend to have our chin up.