Yes, these are my choices. lately I've been choosing the wrong ones and there hurting me. New friends I tell myself but to find friends where you fit in and are understood is to hard to think about. smoking, drinking, pill snorting, all this to keep you off my mind. Well you see I'm back to wanting to die and it's all because of me. Back to the cutting and hiding my body. these choices are killing me faster than life can **** me.