You retreat, but I advance Looking for a sign, a mere glance There's a presence consuming your reality This I can clearly see I could be succumbing to insanity But I feel your energy leaving me
Perhaps, to you, I am nothing more Than your way out, a simple door The desperation intoxicating the air Wondering if you honestly care What would happen if I left this place? Leaving only ashes to hide in a vase
I keep running, chasing you around Am I not making enough sound? Maybe if I scream, yell and shout You'll see what this is that I'm on about I've seen through your wavering shroud Don't you dare stand so tall and proud
I can tell, don't mistake me for a fool This shameless act is painfully cruel There's futility cloaking the darkness Believed to be only harmless You draw back each and every time As if I have committed such a terrible crime
Is this where you draw the line? After all the times we whispered, "Mine." I made a promise from the start Deep down in the depths of my ravaged heart I refuse to leave my world behind If all is lost, it is you I'll find
Though I suppose it's to be expected This brittle feeling of being rejected Every bit of helpful advice Praying this distance will soon suffice I will be here, waiting for you And maybe you'll do the same for me too
Please, don't leave me here Take me with before you disappear If you want otherwise, it's quite alright I'll be here contemplating amidst the night Never forget, don't let it slip by I'll love you far past the very day that I die
"I refuse to leave my world behind If all is lost, it is you I'll find" The second I wrote those beautiful words, I began choking back burning tears.