My bitterness stems from the urge to hold onto things I can't control I'm very controlling A weakness But you can imagine the struggle You know how they say if you get chills someone walked on your grave? You weren't only so disrespectful as to walk on my grave You spit on it And my skin still crawled with pleasure for you It's like a sickness It would be a honor to wake with Amnesia I'd forget the way I let you push me around My vocabulary lacks the words to remotely make your disgustingness look ravishing And why would I? You're a *******