In depths of despair I can find some joy In knowing He, who loves And cares so deeply Means a lot to me Seems to have something A light, a star That makes him happy Although, I wish to be The one who shines Who makes his days brighter Who's strong enough To carry through for both of us And he's a fighter But that's not always enough I find comfort I have some peace Believing that, just maybe There's a reason A fate, a destiny Something else for me Or maybe it's a crossroad A bridge And getting to the other side Will bring clarity Peace of mind And we'll fulfill A path that we created Lessons to be learned Or that 'just friends' Isn't necessarily A bad thing Just push forward Think of where I'm going Who I'm being And that he has another path To walk, to cut branches For something unplanned A fate not yet claimed Or just maybe That's what destiny is Struggling through the pain To learn from your mistakes And find a new path to take But I really gotta say It all makes me stronger It's something I can't regret Cause his happiness Makes me smile With tears of sadness Streaming down my face And the depths of my emotions I may just take to my grave Cause my conscience Is a terrible truth to take But that's what life is Going through heartache After heartache With more heartache Until destiny reveals its self And no amount of wealth Can add up to the value Or weight in gold Of the happiness you'll find That's so true He may not be mine But he'll forever be in my life And that'll be just fine Cause you can't rewind Or turn around the path you take But you can accept Move forward On the beaten path of fate Finding peace on earth As you walk towards That **heavenly gate
Some lines may not depict all I meant to say, this is a stream of consciousness but I really meant that... I'm happy for you. <3