Just let these feelings sit inside and subside let the tried and true come to you through the two rules of this life One there is no rival for love Two there is no love if you can't face it embrace it UPPER CASE IT because if you can't give it than prepare to live a life of receiving but not having and traipse the edge of the knife sort of like a tightrope act walked until cracked in half complete on cold concrete with no one to say goodbye to.
No-one would even remember you. Love is the lens we see ourselves through and it will all, one day, come into focus. None of this 'meet and greet' hocus pocus, life is an encounter that you step up our back down to but if you can come up, then you will not go back down, you are ten seconds of sunshine in a night where no-one can find anything, you are the something, you are the exception we connect ourselves by strings like hearts made of tin there will be lonely days when the path ahead splays out like a million highways. But you can be a moonbeam by which everything that would seem impassable, insurmountable like boot set in dirt so hard it takes up root all these things become moot when held to your radiance because there are gradients in all life's creatures but the greatest teachers ever summoned to our side will be our reflection in the pond do not abscond from this sight you will die...
if you do not fight.
Alright?
If I ever recite this, I'm going to have a paramedic on site for when I pass out. It'll be super worth it though.