i've been trying to stay
positive but it gets so
hard sometimes
i still remember that night
in july when i almost took
all those pills
and i still remember the
morning after when i cried
for hours because i was so
pathetic i couldn't even ****
myself
the depression hit like a
brick to the face and i wonder
everyday why me
i get so sad i can't even bring
myself to get out of bed for
days and no one even tries
to get me up
i want to be positive and happy
all the time but it's so *******
hard and i don't know how
long i can keep disappointing
myself like this