I miss our bittersweet memories,
our silent words to one another.
I can't believe that time can freeze,
if the two of us are not together.
Now, I think I start to question
the uneasiness in my mind.

The meaning of our conversations,
it has become a crooked line.
I like the way you make me feel
and the way you make me realize
that what you feel for me is real
that what you're saying is anything but lies.

Though, it is very unfair for you
that I can't assure what's in my heart.
Because, I can't seem to see which are true,
and which of these are not.

Please do understand me
as I can't do that to myself.
Help me open my mind and see
that I can love others as much as I hate myself.

a.l