Usually I'm able to put my feelings into words.
Express my emotion eloquently, wear my heart upon my sleeve.

But with you I can't-
the mere mention of your name sends me into a tailspin.

You make me smile with just a nod.
You anger me with that crooked smirk.
You make my heart ache with yearning.
And you make me so incredibly sad when I remind myself that you'll never want to be with me. That you'll never know how I feel, good or bad.

You'll never know that my heart beats faster when I see you.
That butterflies erupt in my stomach and that my mind turns to mush.
I'll never be able to tell you- show you
any of this.