but sayang,
we ain't reading love story,
because life isn't just bout ending-happy,
we ain't reading fictional characters,
because today we are writing our own chapters.
so i ain't coming back,
ain't running back,
ain't looking back,
but i am here trying to smoke my last cigarette,
and how days went by that 'you're my champion' rosette,
because sayang,*
the smoke itself can't prevail the lust to miss you,
even i am indulging myself;
deeper every time my thoughts turn residue.
don't you run from me.