i am sexually attracted to pencils.

Do not poke the sleeping beast
that hides behind another's mask
his words not written to inspire
but to wound and belittle.
He crows for attention, 
this loathesome creature,
with boundless ego
and tongue firmly 
rotting in pustuled cheek
he will not be the thief of confidence
he will not be the silencer of hope
for he is the keeper of bitter misery
the captain of a sinking ship
not one will touch his heart
as it sits within it's cavern of disdain.

CAUSE YOU NEVER ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM
SO I CHEAT ON THE TRUTH
SPREAD LIES IN EVERY TRUTH

You fly me up
to the sky
before you turn me down
on the very next day
Living with you
is a constant battle
between smiling, and crying
Maybe we never complete
each other like a puzzle
in the first place
Maybe we're much more like
two lost hurricanes,
destined to meet
Same chaos; same structure
Destroying -- and building --
each other at the same time

well, at least I know that
you love me just the same
as I do.

i just do not want
to lose you
even if you're not
mine to keep
and if that's too much
to ask for,
then i'm truly sorry

i just don't know how to cope up without you.