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Sarah Apr 2014
it has been
three months
and i wonder
why you are still around
to hold me
in your arms
aren't you supposed to leave like everyone else?
Sarah Apr 2014
she treats me
like i'm normal
she doesn't see
the difference in me
as flaws and mistakes
she accepts me
despite all of my
insecurities and broken parts
she listens to my complains
and ignores my crying routine
as if it's a normal habit
she's been there for me
for as long as i can remember
through thick and thin
through sadness and happiness
but most of all,
she loves me
just as much as i love her
this probably doesn't make any sense, but.. i love my best friends.
Sarah Apr 2014
how do some people
not feel the need to
hide their tears?

how is it easy
for some people
to express their feelings?

how do some people
manage to cry
in front of the others?

how is it simple
for some people
to state what they feel
about things?

how is it acceptable
for some people's souls
to tell the world that they
are not happy?

how is it possible
not to hide something,
anything?

God, how i wish i knew how.
Sarah Mar 2014
I'M SO SORRY THAT I'M SUCH A HORRIBLE PERSON AND I'M NOT SAYING THIS JUST SO I CAN HEAR YOUR COMPLIMENTS BUT I REALLY REALLY MEAN IT. HONESTLY DARLING ALL I'VE EVER THOUGHT ABOUT IS HOW AMAZING YOU ARE AND HOW EVENTUALLY WE WILL END UP BEING STRANGERS AT THE SAME TIME. I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME BUT I NEVER KNEW THAT I COULD LOSE AND BUILD HOPE ALTOGETHER. I SWEAR I HAD CONVINCED MYSELF THAT NOT EVERYTHING I WROTE IS ABOUT YOU BUT THE TRUTH IS, YOU ARE HIDDEN BENEATH EVERY WORD OF MY POEMS. HELL, I ONLY WRITE POEMS AS AN EXCUSE TO TELL THE WORLD ABOUT YOU WITHOUT BEING ANNOYING. I'M HONESTLY IN LOVE WITH THE WAY YOU LOOKED AT ME THIS AFTERNOON BECAUSE YOUR EYES WERE SHINING SO BRIGHT I COULD GO BLIND JUST BY LOOKING AT THEM. I ALSO LOVE THE WAY YOU STROKE MY CHEEK EVERY TIME OUR EYES MEET BUT I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW YOU MANAGE TO DO IT WITHOUT THROWING UP OR GETTING SICK. OH ***** IT, I NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW YOUR MIND WORKS. I WONDER HOW YOU NEVER STOP CALLING ME BEAUTIFUL EVEN THOUGH I SHAKE MY HEAD ALL THE TIME AT THOSE WORDS. DARLING, TRUST ME WHEN I SAY THAT I NEVER SEEK FOR YOUR COMPLIMENTS. BEING WITH YOU IS ENOUGH FOR ME AND AT THIS POINT I DON'T THINK IT EVEN MATTERS IF YOU LOVE ME OR NOT BECAUSE ALL I KNOW IS THAT I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU. RIGHT NOW I'M GIVING MYSELF A ******* FOR FALLING FOR YOU SO EASILY BUT WHO EVEN CARES? YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU DIDN'T MIND BEING A SHORE AS LONG AS I COULD BE THE WAVE AND CRASHED ONTO YOU. I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT ALL THE THINGS I WROTE ABOVE ARE NOTHING BUT A MESSY EXPLANATION OF MY FEELINGS. I GUESS I'M TRYING TOO HARD NOW, I DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND ANYTHING THAT I WRITE.
this is for you!!
Sarah Feb 2014
you say it's too soon
to even say the beautiful three words
but last night you pulled me closer
and i could taste the cigarettes
on your lips, and
feel the smoke on your tongue
i saw constellations in your eyes
i wonder if the stars were made
of our love
the scent of your body still
haunts me every night
you are my favorite dream
and nightmares

and i'm in love with you.
Sarah Feb 2014
flowers all over,
pink everywhere
heart-shaped chocolates in the store,
love letters anywhere
it's valentine's day

here i see a young couple
holding hands, fond exploding
between the two
oh little did they know,
love doesn't mean to be eternal

there i see an old couple
sitting far from each other,
two children right between the two
oh little did they know,
what they have is true love

now i sit alone in my room
chocolate with a sign of your name
sitting quietly beside me
lips quivering
oh little did i know,
i'm falling for you more than i should
happy valentine's day, love. x
Sarah Feb 2014
bukan dentuman rasa
yang membuat ini indah
hatiku tidak berdegup kencang didekatmu
perutku tidak melahirkan kupu-kupu
dalam pelukanmu
semuanya setenang lautan, kini
meski orang bilang
sepi sama dengan bosan
tapi air beriak tanda tak dalam, sayang
dan tak ada yang pergi jauh
melewati arung jeram
aku mencintaimu dalam kesunyian
aku harap kau merasakan hal yang sama, juga
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