PaperclipPoems

PaperclipPoems Aug 2015

Can we just be one...
Can we love with more passion than we've ever known.
Can you take me into your arms and never let me go.

PaperclipPoems Aug 2015

Puzzle Piece

And there is was. As real as I knew it was.

It existed in my mind and fed on my soul. I stared it right in the face and felt somewhat whole.

It was like finding the missing piece to the puzzle. A puzzle you've been working on for a year. And the more you tried to figure out what happened to it, the more it felt unclear.

Your heart was invested. But in someone else as I could see. I obviously didn't deserve honesty from you. I wonder if she knows about me?

**** it. Just getting rid of relationships left and right.

PaperclipPoems Aug 2015

I am Human

I'm a person just like you

Although you may not see what I go through

That makes me no less human than you .

People cope with things in different ways. But in our veins. We are all the same.

#human #coping

PaperclipPoems Aug 2015

What Do You Want

You say you want a woman
Yet you seem to want less,
A female who seeks attention
Through her flawless appearance.
A picture you like
Based on her womanly assets
Baby this image is imperfect
You can't see your flawed mindset.
You want a woman who loves herself
Yet has no self respect
I don't understand your logic
It sounds like you want an object.

#desire #lust #women #objects

PaperclipPoems Aug 2015

The Essence

You love me so much now
But your love has been a ghost
Forever lost in the shadows
Hidden and unexposed.

So much hurt and regret I carry
It's a heavy load upon my shoulders
My heart is empty with no love left
To you I was just a love donor.
A decomposing body with useless features
You only wanted my heart
To run away with and steal
Because that was your missing part.

I knocked on your many doors
Asking if compassion was around
All I got were echoes and abandoned entries
I always left with just a frown.

There was hope in my heart for you
I had endless love and desire to share
There was joy in our dream
There was a glimpse of love in you're stare.
But just as quickly as it came
In a blink it was gone
And all of the hope that I once had
Went right back to where it came from.

Without a thought all of my walls
Went straight back up and stood stronger than ever
You didn't realize just how much
You made me reconsider-
My life, my love,
What I thought I knew
My faith in us, in our future
My faith in you.

I let go of our dream
But I still struggle to move on
Even though I know I need to
Sometimes I just wish we were never so wrong

PaperclipPoems Aug 2015

Some Kind of Monster

I always do this, It never fails
My love is a tragedy. No happy ending in my fairytale.

One after the other I massacre my men
They say I take their soul, Do things appologies can't mend.

What is it about me that loves the taste of love
Probably more than vampires love blood.

I need it so bad until I get it in my veins
And then finally I'm satisfied for a moment And they leave forgetting their own name.

Drained of all their self worth. They refer to me as Her
But now that I read it aloud I'm terrified that I may just be that monster.

#monster

PaperclipPoems Aug 2015

Drowning

Drowning. Slow motion. As if in a movie you could watch it. She fell from the dock when he pushed her.

Her arms reach out for him but he stands there still. Watching. Waiting to drown.

The point of view is hers now. She feels her body being pulled down by gravity. It's inevitable. She will crash into the water. Watching him. Waiting for him. To not let her drown.

Their eyes locked on each other. Both anxious. Both waiting. She then realizes he's not changing his mind. She will drown.

She then became one with the water. Still as ever. She did not fight it.

#lost #falling #drowning #forgotten