I was the girl who'd give everything up to help people who didnt deserve even a minute of my time. I was the girl who hid her feelings when she really shouldve gotten help. Im the girl who doesn't want to go to school because of bullies. they won this fight i give up let them do as they will.

An emotionless pit of skin and bones
Sunken eyes and pupils made of stones
She can't hear the judgement or grief
silently she sits with stares of
Disbelief
she can't understand what she feels or
say what she thinks
Illiterate emotionally, unstable and drained of dignity
Sleeps so sound she can't even hear her
dreams
life continuously surrounds her;
yet she can't seem to slow down
she can't remember where the last place
her sanity was found
dug herself into the ground just struggling to breathe
too lost in her mind to find the time to grieve
An empty shell of the soul the she used to be.
And no one will be on the other side
*WAITING

Just because I'm a man
Does not mean I don't possess
Every ounce of beauty that the
Flowers growing at my feet do.
Just because I'm a wave ever
growing
changing
flowing
Does not mean I am not a mountain
Strong and steady
Demanding the attention I know that
I deserve
Not because I am a man
But because I am human