my breath...
   my past my future...
my sweet gasp when I am dying,
    my thought when I am alone.
My today and tomorrow,
    joy and sorrow,
my depth to where
   I search this world.
To find a need I need  in you.
   Like a starving child seeks nourishing,
Like the blind seeks light,
   I sought out you,
the purpose for me being .

one graph
          one para
chutes
          two tunes
a melody
          harmonic
stating stately
           destiny
and balances
            won.
Falling safe safe safe
            into
Love.

The day i let my smile falter
The day my tears never seemed to end
The day i felt so **** alone
The day i felt i had no friend
The day i lost my confidence
The day i finally became aware
The day i learned i am no one
The day i learned why no one cares*





                      That was the day I began hating myself.

Buried my face deep
in your hair and mumbled soft
words that make me shy
-h.w.

slicing my skin
clear through
to the *******;
I am broken again
but , not enough to need you.
Falling asleep again,
turning blue,
your biggest fan is your hero,
I hide my disdain,
I remember , in theory,
being true to
writing for me and I,
now I am hearting .
strangers in the bleeding
dark.

Let us close this invocation, this devotional, this
service here at our revered, Natural Light Deliverance Tabernacle,
with our unanimous heart felt shout out of Amen.
    We passed around the collection plate dressed all up in our Sunday
best. I just hope, you did not see, I put in my last penny.