celestial

celestial Mar 2014

there's a trace of you
in every piece i write.

#10w #you

celestial Mar 2014

(i) will never forget
the day the sun
(forgave) the moon
for coming out
too late.

nor will i forget
the day that (you)
came too late.

i said i didn't
forgive you,
because
(after) everything
blurred in my mind,
the notion
of (you) (disappeared).

**and i didn't want
someone who was
a disappearing act.

#forgiveness #disappearing

celestial Mar 2014

greetings * (10w)

a simple hello can
be turned into
a complicated
*goodbye.

#hello #goodbye #10w

celestial Mar 2014

flawed *

every night i go to bed
and i feel incomplete

every morning i wake up
and i feel unsatisfactory

every day i go to class
and i feel inferior

all i feel is
flawed
flawed
flawed.

:(

#flawed

celestial Mar 2014

daydreams *

i regret not
telling you

(how i felt)

because in
all   of  my
daydreams
you     said
everything
i wanted to
          hear.

#love #daydream

Mar 2014

willa ivy

christmas list

i am sitting here
attempting to write out
a christmas list.

and now i am wondering
when it became so hard
to think of what i want.

i want things that
coins and bills
cannot buy.

confidence,
bravery,
happiness,
beauty,
to not feel lonely.

maybe that is why
it is so hard
to think of material things.

they do not matter in the grand scheme of things,
and i want to matter.

celestial Mar 2014

toxic *

you were the de(f)inition of
toxic.

yo(u) took control
and never let go,
with a (c)onstant
deathly grip on my soul.

could you have been
any more aggressive?
only god (k)nows.

but i know one thing.
i left (y)ou,
as soon as i c(o)uld,
and
i'm
f(u)cking glad i did.

(read the italicized / brackets)

#toxic