I've written you a
hundred message
that'll I'll never send
and made you poems
that I'll never show

I didn't wanna fall inlove
Not at all, but at some point
you smiled and I blew it

What if I told you how I felt ?
My life would turned out differently
What If I told you I love you ?
You might love me to
What If I told you I care?
You might do aswell
What if I told you all these things?
You could be mine and our hearts
would collide
But I distant my heart
because I know it will hurt
Only if I did but I kept it all inside
And It's like a poison that eats me alive
and It repeats all over again everyday
until I won't speak out

I fell hard
and hurt
myself

I would sleep with
you in my dreams
rather than awake
without you in my life

You touch me
without using
your hands

I ve love you from the start but keep it all inside
Maybe to shy to admit and to shy to tell you
I m scared that you can fall inlove in a short period of time but It takes a life time to move on but I am will to give it up all to you
My mom tell me that drugs are addicting
but not the eyes and smile of a girl
that s why you give me cure to my loneliness
They said that you love rain and so I did love it too
and when it rains it s you I remember

I write because you exist, It s because you hurt me and make me happy at the same time
Maybe we make life to complicated when
it s so simple
If you love someone tell them
If you miss someone tell them
If you care about her tell her
But me , I become so stupid that I lose a chance to be with her maybe for a lifetime
But I write this because my  tells something different
Until now this love is still begging for you to know
Until when ?
Until I write many poems about you
And show all it to you to make you feel how my love is deep for only you

All at once Its tearing me apart .I sat beside you thinking you'll notice
The love I hid for a long time
Your eyes were on me , It takes my breathe away
I wish this was easy telling you how I feel
But my thoughts eats me until I stay quite
This is some thing  I would regret If I did not tell you
I waited for years but this opportunity is giving me  a chance
At some point I become shy again
I wish my eye can speak for you to understand
Even you thought I give up
Just please wait for me
Wait for me to tell you I love you without and hesitation

Your photograph says it all why do I love you
The way you smile at me but
There is something in the way you look at me as my heart know you are the missing piece
Your beauty is deeper than the make up
Your eyes gives me hope that there will be always a tomorrow and
Just now the picture that you gave to me is something I would keep forever
Just wait for me I'll tell you soon
But I remember your picture is the only one I have but not you
Remember what ever happens Im still inlove with you

Your love once I felt is the love I won't forget
The little jealousy that you had
The face you look at me when I talk to someone
The hints that you gave to me that we had a chance
But It was skinny love
The love were to shy to admit
Im inlove with you for the first time in my only life and Im terrified without any
reason
It's my fault to make you go away without doing anything
and Im terrified that I might do it again
But this time I meant it
The unexpressed feelings never change
beacause I know were the same  
But these things are tempting me to tell you my feelings
You still give me hints but once I get there
I want to tell you Im ready to love you again but terrified to lose you all over again

When was i felt your love ?
It was last year , the year that you
made me so special
I didn't mean to take you for granted
I didn't mean to show i don't care
I didn't mean to throw this once in a lifetime of chance being with you
This time I try to give my everything
Life doesn't matter if were not together
I'll walk for hours to bring back the memories

Let me be yours again

I just didn't mean to hurt you